So begins a new chapter in the story that is me. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Mostly because I've been too tired to be doing other things. So very, very, very tired. Not sure if it's the meds or just plain boredom. Probably a combination of both.
I began this blog with a clear cut direction, unhindered by the weeds of doubt and obstacles of indecision. I knew where I was going with this. It was my horse dammit and I'm leading it to water. Now as I look about I see the horse is actually a donkey and there is no stream in sight. So where do I go now?
Oh look...something shiny...just over there...beyond that hill, under the bushes...sort of to the right of...what the heck is that?!?!?!
When in doubt, return to where you started. If you lose something, stop, think, retrace your steps. The problem is I have no idea where I started. Perhaps I could send out a smoke signal, call in the Marines. At this point I think being air lifted out and simply starting fresh somewhere new would be the right answer. That would be like giving up, admitting I failed. Taking a harder look I see that donkey is just a reflection in the pond I've been sitting at for quite some time. Time to get my ass in gear! As my nanny said, "Do something, even if it's wrong."
I still don't know where I want to go. Perhaps retracing my steps at this point might not be a bad idea, go down some of those old paths that lay long forgotten. Step back, take a look, evaluate the situation, pick a direction and GO!
1 comments:
I did not steal it I aquired it said the kinder to the wizard. HEHE. Don't be too hard on yourself alot has been going on in your life Look at my blog half of it i'm complaining so i get it out and don't take it out on everyone espically goofy while he's stuck out to sea. :) smile and know tigger sends you a great big hug!!!!
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